So I decided today that I don’t want to blog anymore, I don’t want to continue posting my life on social media a network where people really don’t give two hoots.
My blog was one of the few things that brought me joy and happiness but now it doesn’t even do that and I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough of feeling like crap and worthless all the time and I can’t cope with it anymore. Even my blog brings me stress now and that wasn’t what I was in it for. I have seen people who have been blogging less time than me and supercede me with their views and following, like props to them it doesn’t fuss me at all because I would never rain on someone’s happiness I’ve had that so much and it’s not my style but at the same time it makes me realise I’m going to get nowhere with this and might as well accept it for what it is. The best part is I know that no one will be sad over this, I don’t have that network around me that other bloggers do or even that close-knit support that’s others have reflected by their comments, views and likes. The community is so over saturated that I am just an ant on a mountain.
If I don’t feel something 100% I don’t do it anymore and this has become one of those things.
I’m going to release a few final posts because I’ve got some companies sending me products and I have a couple of items to view so as it was previously agreed I will honour this as I really appreciate what the companies did for me.
The only solice I have in this situation is that I will be saving so much money not having to buy stuff to review anymore.
Thank you again for all the support you have given me throughout the past 18 or so months, you guys really kept me going and gave me a reason to blog through all the sickness and off days I’ve had especially this year.
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